Days are flying by to fast 

Yes, today is the 23rd of December.  I let the 19th, 20th, 21 and 22nd go by without posting.  I just have been in a funk.  This is the first Christmas without my twin sister.  I have been doing so, so;  but all of sudden I could not sleep, get to sleep or rest.  Just constantly running, not able to settle down.  Yes, I have done a few quilting things but mostly cleaning and organizing.  I a getting to old to be disorganized.  I am getting my act together slowly and my husband loves it!  I get dinner on time, take the dog for walks often, cuddle the kitties and enjoy a simple life.  I avoid the shopping malls and stores as much as possible.  I just can not face them this year.  I do love shopping and being with people but this year I am kicking back and just enjoying church, the people and Christmas Music.  I just want to cook, have my husband happy and enjoy the time.  Last Christmas, was my first Christmas without my Mom.  I thought it was a very hard time, but little did I know this Christmas is so much more a hard Holiday season.   I know I am not alone, my thoughts and prayers go to those who have lost love ones.  Life goes on, it stops for no one but it so hard to go on.